Chapter 12: A Monday of New Realities
Monday dawned under a cloudy sky, mirroring Juan’s mood. He got out of bed slowly at 6:00 AM, each movement seeming to exacerbate the discomfort in his mouth. He headed to the bathroom and, upon looking in the mirror, felt intense pressure on his palate and teeth, especially his incisors. To his surprise, he noticed a small gap forming between his front teeth. He carefully applied petroleum jelly to his lips, which were drier and more cracked than the day before, providing slight relief, but the overall discomfort remained.
Despite the pain, he decided not to let it stop him. He put on his workout clothes and headed to the CrossFit box. The 7:00 AM class was already underway when he arrived. Fernando, his friend and workout buddy, gave him a concerned look.
“Wow, Juan! I thought you wouldn’t come today. How are you feeling?” Fernando asked.
Juan tried to smile, but his lower lip got stuck in the lip bumper, causing a mix of pain and embarrassment.
“It… hurts, but... I’m okay,” he replied with difficulty, finding pronunciation hard.
Some of the classmates who had mocked him on Saturday quickly made sarcastic comments.
“Look who’s here, the metal-mouth guy!” one of them said, laughing.
Laura, who was also in the class, approached Juan and put a hand on his shoulder.
“Ignore them, Juan. You’re making a great effort, and that’s what matters,” she said with an encouraging smile.
The class was more challenging than usual for Juan. Every exercise felt heavier, and the constant saliva accumulation and persistent pain in his mouth were distracting. Additionally, the need to constantly swallow saliva made it harder for him to concentrate. He noticed how his lips were drying and cracking from being open almost all the time. Laura, noticing this, gave him some advice.
“Try to keep some water handy and take small sips,” she suggested. “That should help with the saliva and keep your lips hydrated.”
After the CrossFit class, Juan walked to the school. Fear and anxiety grew within him with each step. He couldn’t stop thinking about how his students would react to seeing him with orthodontic appliances. As he walked, he ran into one of his students, Carlos, and his father.
“Hello, Professor!” Carlos greeted enthusiastically.
Juan tried to respond with a smile, but his lip got stuck again, and pain set in. Carlos's father looked at him with curiosity.
“Good morning, sir…” Juan tried to keep his composure.
“Are you okay, professor?” Carlos’s father asked, noticing Juan’s discomfort.
“Yes, just… a bit of toothache. Nothing serious,” Juan lied, trying to sound convincing.
Carlos stared at the appliances in Juan’s mouth with a mix of amazement and curiosity but said nothing. Juan continued on his way, feeling increasingly anxious.
He arrived at the school just in time for his first class. He entered the classroom, and the murmurs from the students were immediate. Some laughed quietly, others simply looked at him with surprise. Juan tried to stay calm.
“Good morning, everyone,” he said, trying to sound as normal as possible.
The students responded with a general murmur. As he tried to explain the lesson, he noticed his pronunciation was awkward and the saliva accumulation made him speak slower than usual. The students began to whisper, and some even laughed openly.
“Why do you talk like that, professor?” one student asked, with evident malice.
Juan felt his face flush with embarrassment.
“I had to get orthodontic appliances,” he explained with difficulty. “It’s… to correct my bite.”
Some students nodded in understanding, while others couldn’t help but continue laughing. Juan tried to ignore them and continued with the class, but each minute felt like an eternity. During the lesson, some students kept laughing and making hurtful comments.
“Professor, you look like a robot with those appliances!” one student shouted from the back of the classroom, causing more laughter.
Juan tried to maintain his composure and responded firmly.
“That’s enough. The appliances are necessary for my dental health, and I hope you can show some respect,” he said, but in his anger, he couldn’t prevent a bit of saliva from escaping while speaking, provoking even more laughter.
He felt humiliated and frustrated but continued with the class, trying to maintain his dignity.
Mid-morning, during a brief break, Juan checked his phone and saw a message from Fernando.
“How’s it going? Everything okay at the school?” the message read.
Juan sighed and responded quickly.
“It’s not easy, but I’m holding on. Thanks for asking.”
Fernando’s concern made him feel a bit better. At least he knew someone understood what he was going through.
At lunchtime, Juan decided to go for a soft meal to avoid complications. He chose a vegetable soup and mashed potatoes. While eating in the staff room, several colleagues noticed his discomfort.
“Are you okay, Juan?” asked Marta, one of his closest colleagues.
“I’ve started orthodontic treatment,” Juan replied, trying to downplay it. “My dentist said I need these appliances to correct my bite. It’s a bit embarrassing because it’s not common for adults.”
Marta nodded in understanding.
“Yes, my niece also got one. It’s tough at first, but you get used to it. Hang in there.”
Juan felt a bit better knowing he wasn’t the only adult going through this, but the embarrassment of wearing unusual appliances for adults persisted. After lunch, he headed to the faculty meeting. The meeting was important, and he knew he would have to speak. As he waited for his turn to speak, he couldn’t stop thinking about how others would perceive him. When it was finally his turn, he stood up with some insecurity.
“Uh… good morning, everyone,” he started, feeling his mouth fill with saliva. “I wanted to talk about… the results of the latest exams.”
He spoke slowly and with effort, trying to maintain clarity despite the discomfort. Some colleagues looked at him with empathy, while others seemed uncomfortable. Despite everything, he managed to finish his speech, but he felt that he hadn’t been taken seriously due to his difficulties speaking.
After the meeting, Juan decided to stop by the supermarket to do the weekly shopping. He felt exhausted and just wanted to finish the day as quickly as possible. As he walked through the aisles, he tried to avoid unnecessary conversations. He ran into a neighbor and barely managed to greet with a nod.
At the checkout, the cashier tried to ask him a question about the loyalty card, but Juan avoided responding, simply nodding and smiling awkwardly. The interaction was brief but reminded him how difficult every everyday conversation would be from now on.
Back home, Juan decided to prepare something simple for dinner. He opted for pumpkin soup and a Spanish omelet, foods he knew would be easier to manage with his appliances. As he ate, he tried not to think about the pain and discomfort, but it was hard to ignore. He remembered Laura’s advice and gradually improved at handling the food.
After dinner, he knew he had to face the hardest part of the day: activating the expanders. It was the first time he’d done it alone since Laura had helped him. He recalled the instructions and mentally prepared for the pain. He brushed his teeth meticulously, following Laura’s advice on how to use interdental brushes to clean between the expander and the palate, and behind the bite plate.
With trembling hands, he began to turn the screw of the upper expander. The pain was immediate and sharp, and a tear slipped from his eye. The second turn was even worse, and he almost cried out in pain. When he finished, he noticed the space between his molars had opened a little more.
He then moved on to the lower expander, repeating the process with equal pain. When he finally finished, he felt exhausted and defeated. Laura had said this would get better with time, but at that moment, it was hard to believe.
He sat on the couch, trying to find some comfort in the TV, but his mind remained occupied with uncertainty and fear about the next day. Just as he was about to succumb to exhaustion, he received a message from Laura.
“How did today go?” she asked.
Juan sighed and replied honestly.
“It was very hard. But I’m surviving. Thanks for being there.”
Laura sent an encouraging message, reminding him that each day would get a little easier and that he was doing a great job. Her words provided some comfort, but the fear and despair remained.
As the night wore on, Juan found himself reflecting on his day. It had been one of the hardest days of his life, and he knew he would have to face many more like it in the near future. However, the unexpected support from Laura and Fernando’s concern had given him some hope.
He closed his eyes, trying to calm his mind, and promised himself he would keep going, no matter how difficult the path. He knew the process would be long and painful, but he was determined to see it through to the end