Chapter Ninety One:
Alex stared at Dr. Miller as he looked at the images they had just taken of her jaw, teeth and neck. Alex was nervous, it was Monday morning. Staff usually had their appointments on Friday. This was abnormal. Alex thought that surely Dr. Brad couldn't fit anything else in her mouth or on her head. But still she nervously tapped her foot.
After a few minutes, Dr. Brad looked up and gave her a smile from behind the blue petit facemask that just seemed natural to everyone now. He asked "so are you ready?"
Nervously Alex asked "ready for what?"
Brad replied "to get your braces off silly. Everything looks great. It is time."
Alex sat there in stunned silence for a moment as she processed what he had said. Then, in blur, she was up and out of the chair. She wrapped him in a hug and practically screamed "yes, oh yes. Thank you Dr. Miller."
Brad laughed before saying "don't get too excited. We won't do it this morning. We need to make your retainers. And we will need to schedule with Dr. Morales to remove your halo. But I will talk with her and try to get you in as soon as possible." As Alex let go of him Brad continued "I am so proud of you Alex. You really have done wonderful. As a patient and as a role model. And I am sure you will continue to do the same with your retainer wear. Remember, 24/7 for the first six months. Then just at night. You can do that can't you?"
Alex had a huge smile on her face. Brad thought it was the biggest smile he had ever seen on Alex' face. She said "oh, yes sir. Absolutely. Thank you. Thank you so much."
It was now Brad who hugged Alex and said "no Alex, thank you." As he released her he said "now, let's step to it. We have patients to see."
That evening, Jim opened the front door of his home for Tara. He had her shoulder bag and purse slung over his shoulder as she crutched through the front door. He knew that Alex, Marc, Becky and Mona were already home as Marc's vehicle was already parked in the drive. Entering the house, he saw the den was empty. He placed Tara's bags down on the nearest couch and continued to follow her as she headed toward the dining room. Turning the corner, Jim saw everyone was already seated at the table, looking at them expectantly. Alex looked at him and said "you're late!"
Jim laughed and said "don't blame me, blame little miss workaholic here." Alex shifted in her seat so she was looking at Tara and said "you're late!"
Tara laughed and said "well, I'm not exactly quick on my feet anymore." This brought a laugh.
As they ate dinner, they chatted. Mostly about how their days had gone. In a lull in the conversation, Alex said "I got a surprise today." Everyone looked at her. She continued "Dr. Brad said I can get my braces and halo off sometime this week." Everyone excitedly congratulated her. Marc hugged her tightly. But, Alex noticed the look on his face was not one of excitement. Instead, he almost looked sad.
That night, as they lay in bed, Alex asked him "baby, are you not happy that I am getting my braces off?" She lazily traced her finger along his headgear.
He said "baby, I am so happy for you." He went quiet a moment before continuing "but I am also a little sad. I think you are adorable with braces. And doing this together has made it easier for me. So, yes, I am so happy for you. But also a little sad. But that is just selfishness on my part I know."
Alex stopped running her hand along his face. She reached down and took his hand. While he had often told her how beautiful she was and how cute she was with her braces and appliances, she thought it had just been the polite thing to say. She realized he had not just been saying it, he had meant it. She asked "do you not want me to get them off? You know I would totally wear these forever for you. If it makes you happy."
He rolled over and wrapped his arm over the hard plastic of her halo vest. He looked into her face and said "no baby, I am so excited for you. So happy. Especially for you to get this halo off. I know how much you hate it and how hard it has been. And I have missed kissing you so much. No, I am happy, really happy. But, I will miss my little braceface."
She said "well baby, I will still have to wear retainers." As she lay there, she had a thought.
That Friday, Marc escorted Alex down the hallway at Dr. Morales office. Mona was with them. Mona said "oh Alex, I am so happy for you. And so jealous. I cannot wait to get mine off. To be able to drive again."
Marc said "hey now, if you get yours off what good will I be? I know you will fire me as the official commune driver. I don't know if my ego can handle that."
Mona laughed and said "Marc, I promise we won't fire you. We will just cut back on your hours."
Alex replied "you know, as weird is it sounds, I am going to miss living together. I HATE this halo. But in a way I am thankful for it."
Mona said "I am very thankful for mine. If it weren't for this" she reached up and tapped the ring embedded in her skull "I would not have Becky. Or maybe she has me."
Alex smiled and said "I think you have each other."
They were interrupted by Dr. Morales. As she entered the room she gleefully said "Alex! This is an exciting day!"
Alex was surprised by how painful the removal of the pins had been. She felt like she had practically crushed Marc's hand as Raphael had loosened and removed each of the pins from her skull. She was also surprised by how little blood there was. A small round bandaid over each pin site had been sufficient to stop the bleeding. During the process, Mona had held Alex' head still. Once the halo was removed, Alex was surprised when Raphael stepped over with a foam cervical collar. As he wrapped it around her neck he explained "your neck muscles have grown weak. Wear this during the day as needed and to bed for the next few weeks. Then, see how your neck is feeling. It certainly won't hurt to wear it at night longer. Just do what feels most comfortable for you after these first two weeks."
Dr. Morales looked on with a smile on her face. She said "that has to feel better doesn't it?"
Alex said "yes, so much better." Before she could say anything else, Marc leaned around her and kissed her on the lips.
He said "so much better."
Mona said "I am so, so jealous. I can't wait until I am able to kiss again."
Olivia looked at Mona. She was surprised, she didn't realize that Mona had someone in her life to kiss. She said "Mona, you are doing so good with yours. Maybe we can take yours off soon. And who is this guy who you have kept a secret that you want to kiss?"
Marc and Alex looked at Mona wondering how she would answer. Mona said "umm, well..." She went quiet a moment before blurting out "it's not a guy."
Olivia said simply "oh..." She said "well good for you dear. Maybe I will get to meet this special person someday."
Mona wasn't sure how to respond. She didn't know what her boss would think of her dating a patient. But she didn't want to lie. She said "you have met her. Becky and I are a couple."
Mona could feel Dr. Olivia looking at her, judging her. Finally Olivia said "well good for you two. I am sure you will be able to help her with her treatment. And she can help you with yours." She changed gears and said "and speaking of treatment, Alex I will miss seeing you in here. But, I guess I will still see you at your office. And without braces. How exciting for you. Maybe one day I will be able to get mine off." Raphael looked at her and smiled.
Alex said "well, I still have to wear my retainers." She asked "Dr. Morales, would it hurt if I wore my old CTO brace at night instead of this foam collar?"
Olivia said "no, absolutely not. In fact, it will give you even more support than this foam collar. I just thought you want want the least intrusive option."
Alex said "well, I do. But I am already used to wearing a CTO. I thought I might just wear it instead. If that is ok?"
Olivia said "absolutely."
An hour later, Dr. Miller raised Alex back up to a seated position. Alex was running her tongue over her newly freed teeth. Brad said "it feels strange doesn't it? Strange but good."
Alex smiled and said "my teeth are so slimy. And my mouth feels huge."
Brad laughed and said "well, it is supposed to feel huge. That is the whole reason for expansion and protraction." Brad held up a mirror and said "and they look incredible Alex, if I do say so myself."
Seeing her reflection in the mirror, Alex squealed. She said "oh my gosh. OH. MY. GOSH. They look incredible. THANK YOU. It was worth it, it really was."
Marc looked at her and said "baby, you have the most incredible smile ever." He leaned over and hugged her. Again, like previously, Alex noted the conflicted expression on his face.
As he hugged her she said "I'm not totally done baby. I still have to wear my retainers full time."
Brad said "speaking of which, let's see how they fit."
After Marc had moved out of the way, Brad had handed Alex a pink retainer case. Brad said "pop these in and see how they feel."
Alex quickly placed first the lower and then the upper retainers in her mouth, seating them securely with her thumbs. She felt around in her mouth before announcing "they feeh goo. Gone take a lil time to get ushed to talking with them." She gave Marc a smile. He noticed not only the metal wires running across her teeth, but also two hooks in the back corners of her mouth he had never noticed on a retainer before.
Brad said "you will get the hang of speaking in no time. Now, let's see if your CTO brace still fits." He handed Alex her CTO brace.
Alex quickly donned the brace with its integrated facemask. Held stiffly once again, she giggled "my old friend." To Marc's surprise, Brad then handed her a pack of elastics. She quickly and without a mirror attached an elastic from the hook on her retainer to her facemask. She repeated the process on the other side of her mouth. She looked at Marc and said "just like old times" and gave him a wink. She said "I told you I'm not completely done baby. I hope you aren't too disappointed."
She cut her eyes down towards the front of Marc's pants and saw he was clearly not disappointed. Alex cut her eyes back towards her boss and said "thank you Dr. Miller. Thank you so much."
As he watched the pair walk out of the office hand in hand, he wondered what exactly Alex had thanked him for. He wasn't sure whether it was for taking off her braces and appliances. Or for agreeing to her strange request, to have hooks integrated into her retainer to allow her to continue to wear her CTO brace and Petit facemask. She had practically begged him. While he had told her it wouldn't do anything since her palate had fused, it certainly wouldn't hurt. He suspected he knew why she wanted to continue to wear it. This made him think of Megan. And of the new toy he was going to surprise her with that night.