So update for anyone who is following. I’m scheduled to get braces on at 10am tomorrow. Today could be my last day without braces and I’m trying not to freak out.
But the thing is, I’ve been sick since Wednesday. Feel pretty fatigued and shitty (seems like a cold thing) so that’s been blocking some of my feels, and I don’t know how I’ll feel by tomorrow. If I don’t go tomorrow, it could be another 2-3 weeks. I’d be so bummed, my treatment is delayed, therefore surgery delayed, and I could lose momentum and doubt creeps in.
But the experience might not be that fun if I’m still sick. Depending how bad it is. I won’t feel my best or look my best, might be too tired to do anything after and enjoy it. It really isn’t ideal.
Fuck I don’t know what to do. Push through and get braces even if I’m still sick feeling tomorrow? Or cancel and then have to wait 2-3 weeks, potentially even more. It isn’t ideal of a situation
what would y’all say?
Also the nerves of it actually happening are making me crazy, I can’t nap even though I’m tired and heart is racing. Really gotta calm down ugh.
Any thoughts appreciated !!